[TRUE STORY]I Have Been Dickmatized, Please Give Me Some Advice

relationshipHi everyone, am in big trouble. 

Am in four years relationship with a good man who cares for me but lately I noticed our love was no longer hot as it used to after he was posted out of my state, it became a long distance relationship which we have been struggling to adapt.

Somewhere along the line, I met someone where I went to watch movie alone because am a cinema freak and keep up with latest movies a lot. That's one way I take the edge off. Since my man isn't around, I go alone because I have no one and have never cheated him. But this guy I met, he is such a smooth talker so I beware because I know smooth talkers have nothing to offer.
relationship
Somehow I saw his bulge which attracted me because I was kind of horny and I was having quarrel with my boo which we haven't spoken for one week because we are waiting for who to apologize first. Somehow to cut story short I had s3x with him. It was such a thunderous s3x and he has a big one. I felt him on every corners which made me always run to him for more and am getting attached already. Now my man is ready to apologize and settle wit me, I have lost interest. The problem now is this new guy is fwb and nothing serious. We haven't discussed anything yet. He is the only one that has given me s3x the way I want it in my full life's history. I manage my man's own and he does shakara ontop and always thinks he does it well even when I try to correct him.

I know we have gone on for years but not all relationship will end in marriage. Is it by the users you're together or by the quality of the relationship? My new guy s3x me well and give me money to take care although we have not discuss seriousness. Should I discuss seriousness with him and move on to him or just enjoy him while I work on my relationship? Pls give me some advice, I have been dickmatized.

relationship, love, marriage